Here are the latest updates!:
- School stinks. (I`m trying my best to watch my language)
- I`m dying for graduation.
- Pensacola Christian College appeals to me more and more each time I read something new about it.
- Charity, Seth, and I went to Singapore and spent a couple days there at the Crockers'. Had heaps of fun. Charity made the electricity go out in their apartment. HA!
- Esther's leaving soon. Sigh. Happy for her though.
- Lizzie had her birthday on Thursday. My little girl is all grown up now!
- Sigh. That's it.
I'll update soon. Promise.
Oh, and Caleb and I will be starting a blog together soon (thanks to Joel and Liz for the awesome idea.. haha, I'm sorry I couldn't resist doing one too)
- memorizing the atomic masses of many many many elements
- not going to school very often, and cutting class early when i do
- shepherd pie for dinner
- judson got back from thighland
- esther's burthdaee thang is tuhmorow night at da renaissance
- been called fat by kian leong
- nicole's been "going out" with gene
- kamilla borrowed my hair curler?
- my poor mom has been sick
- got a night gown with monkeys all over it
- judson got a laptop
- really want to watch 17 again
- nose is still clogged. yuck.
- esther got a blood blister :(
- i saw little chindian benjamin at the pool today (you guys remember that little boy who came to school a couple years ago, the one who went "i dont know...i dont know!!!" when we asked him how old his brother was? it was him!)
that's about it. haha. for now.
oh, and i'd just like to say that it's getting harder and harder to just let things happen, knowing change is needed.
I love you like i love shepherd pie,
Gracelizaborges
I haven't been sleeping much at night.
I fell asleep after midnight last night, woke up at about 4am, and sat up in the dark, trying to remedy the ache in my back and dryness in my throat. It didn't help that I had to keep blowing my nose and breathing through my mouth!
I went downstairs and Mom thought I looked dreadful. What's worse is when she asked me what was wrong I began crying!!!!!!
I didn't realize I was shedding tears though, till I felt wet drops on my lips. My face was numb.
Mom brought me to the doctor's this morning. He gave me like, three different sets of pills and a bottle of cough syrup. And a bottle of shampoo for my diseased head. HA!
The medicine knocked me out from 12pm to 4.30pm. Awesome, right? Benadryl couldn't do much better.
I freaking have this word stuck in my head.
Thanks a lot KC. I'll freaking make your freaking life miserable from this freaking day onwards!
FREAKING!
So yeah. I've been doing heaps of chemistry yo. With KC. Today. From like 9.30am to like, 3?
HAHA IT WAS INSANE. He kept making fun of my math skills. Sigh.
REMEMBER:
To change Celcius to Kelvin, you must add 273 to celcius! =]
PS: I RIDE THE SPECIAL BUS TO SCHOOL.
Caleb's been gone for exactly 23 hours and 50 minutes.
WHY?! WHY?! WHYYYYY HASN'T HE TEXTED ME?
I'm trying not to be a "worry-wort" as he calls it, but I can't help it. :'(
He said he'd text me when I got out of school. But I haven't heard from him since this morning.
I know it's expensive to text (It's like RM2.00 a text from thailand), but I promised to reload his malaysian number!
I hope nothing's wrong.
I find everything right now funny. Really.
Have you ever known anyone who thought he/she was always right?
WELL I HAVE. I DO.
We all have to face this fact in this point in life now. We're growing up.
The little things that mattered just don't seem to matter as much to us as we grow older, but the important things I hold on to. The very important things.
You'd think growing up, and becoming more of an adult meant gaining more knowledge of the outside world, learning more about different people and how to react to their different actions directed at you, but I guess some people never grow up.
I used to look up to people who were older than me, and I still do. But I do my best pick my role models wisely. Who I'd like to look like, who I'd like to act like.
Lately I've felt a slight distance between grown-ups I used to admire. I guess there's a reason why some things are best left untold, because some of the secrets revealed leave nasty and dirty footprints all over my white carpet.
I've come to terms with the fact I'm growing up. Lame, inexcusable words or deeds I once have said or done. They all seem so pointless.
I just wish some people I once knew would snap out of their daydreams and smell the sweet sunshine. Life's not a picnic.
